how i feel

Many a time i feel frustrated or depressed i feel i am trying to do my my best but people dont take notice and sometimes i feal i do not fit in with what i am doing or trying to achieve for them its times like this that i need to chill out i sit down and listion to some of my faverite music and at the same time look into my aquriam and wonder what its like swimming around looking at me through the glass at myself.

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UPDATE

Well its been some time now since i added anything to my blog its been a busy time these past few weeks with a few headaches regarding my aquarium after 20 years of experience i still make the same mistakes.Partly due to human error and its cost me dear Ive spent around £400 putting things wright Ive lost my mandarin blenny and also a new fish i introduced algae blenny the same day ,all because i changed my protein skimmer and removed some filters i don't do my water tests on a regular basis so therefore i was amazed to find that my nitrate was high this is due to the chemical biology proses ie fish waste produces nitrite and Armonia which then converts to nitrate which is the end product nitrite and Armonia are a killer and nitrate can make the fish uncomfortable that's the end produce of the biological process the next step is to remove the nitrate this is done by water changes or the use of chemicals the next thing i did was to put in new lighting this is halogen its expensive to run but is worth it in the end as its the closest thing to nature.Won't add anymore corals as i have no more room in the tank so i will concentrate on fish to get a balanced reef.Anyway signing off now so till next time aufweidersen.

VIDEO OF MY AQUARIUM

COMMON CLOWN

These fish can be mail or female and pair off when put into an aquarium thay can live in a anemone for protection from other aggressive fish's thay are immune from anemone stings.

ROYAL GRAMMAR

This fish is Territorial and you can not put two of the same kind together in one aquarium.

ELECTRIC BLUE DAMSEL

These fish are Territorial and will fight with other species to defend there territory easy fish to keep and a hardy species but become very aggressive when introducing new fish.

TODAY

Hi

hope you like the pics I'm still working on my tank its never finished and with little money will take some time to do so. I do a 50 per cent water change every two weeks add calcium every day and iodine strontium weekly one of my biggest problems is algae that's because i don't have a reverse osmosis water purifier my aim is to get pink coralline algae this stuff is the good algae it takes a combination of time lighting and calcium.I'm hoping soon to put a bubble anemone in then bye a new lighting system
I'm also adding some mangrove seeds these will form a plant and help to take the nitrate out of the water.and a watchman goby peppermint shrimps crabs snapping shrimp
Well ive had a quiete relaxing day today spent most of it in bed looking forward to going to newcastle tomorrow to the drop in this has been a reallifeline to me gives me chance to escape to a bit of normanaty in life till then bye.

MY HOBBY

Well here i am again to tell you a bit about my hobby Ive been a marine Aquarist for the past 20 years my recent tank below is about 7 months old this is my 4Th tank i find it challenging at times also expensive although i get a lot of help and knowledge from kidsgrove aquatics over the years who have always been there to guide me along withe there experience.Ive got to know them well like Friends to me its a shop id recommend to anyone i also find it stressful sometimes and challenging. But at the end product very therapeutic and relaxing to watch mind boggling at times when things go wrong but with the help of the Internet and kidsgrove tropicals on hand i get by. Now for my aquarium

Display tank and corals at kidsgrove tropicles

a bit about my self

hi hope you like my web page just tell you a bit about myself Ive had quite a eventful last 15 years been to mind on numerous occasions with anxiety and depression have moved house 4
times in the past 15 years ive have just moved these past 12 months my flat was damp and i lost everything that i had from mould the only good thing that came out of it was my personal protest taking on stoke on Trent council with the help of the sentinel and getting another flat
i get lonely at times and don't seem to have the confidence of living a normal life like most people been on my own for the past 30 years i feel time is running out for me to spend the rest of my life in a loving relationship have started to go to the mind drop ins lately run by Janka and carol met some really nice people there an doing jigsaws walking which i really love if i were not doing that i would be sitting in my flat just watching TV i hope you like some of my music it says a lot to me over the years about the way i feel inside well very soon i will be telling you a bit about my hobby which i have done for the past 20 years hope you get some enjoyment from this so till then bye.